Missing home

While I sit here at work pumping for my boy, I can't help but just really miss my boys and being at home. This is the start of my third week back to work, day 6, and it's still just as hard as day one. I cry every time I walk out the door to leave and am just sad. At the same time I can't help but be thankful that I was not one of the 900 in my hospital system that lost my job. I really do love what I do, and love my patients, but it doesn't make it "ok" that I am not with my baby. The one thing that helps is knowing I am helping children that may not have their parents here with them, and Mayson gets to have his daddy at home so I can cheer up these kiddos! 

 A bit late, but Mayson is now three months old. We shut our internet off and I haven't had a chance to update. On his three month birthday he weighed 12 lb 15 oz was 23 in long. He now loves to sit in his bumbo and play, loves his hands, likes his bath. hates tummy time but can roll front to back, he is cooing a lot, mr smiley but knows how to throw a great fit. He hates his car seat still more than anything. He currently wears size 1 diapers and 0-3 month or 3 month clothing. We went to MOPS for the first time last week and he got a little girlfriend. They just kept smiling at each other it was precious. I guess that is all for this quick update, it's time for me to head back to work!